I feel it. I'm getting old. I'm no longer that hot girl at the party, I'm that 30-something who should be settled down with kids by now, what's wrong with me that I'm not? Instead of Gossip Girl, I'm Sex and the City. I'm no longer seen as fantastic. I'm seen as overdone and trying too hard.
I'm glad to be back here now. It's been three years. Three years. There were some pretty rude, angry people commenting me last time. It just wasn't worth it. I came here to journal, just post about silly things that made me happy, or whatever came to mind. But even that wasn't enough. I ran over to blogspot (silly me) and had my time there. Somehow I remembered this xanga and decided to check up on it, see if it was still here and such.
Either way. These past few years have been interesting. I've been taking it slow with work, and I'm okay with that. Some of my friends stress out so badly over this, but I do my best to enjoy life as it is. I'm a simple girl, I don't need much!
This was a rather dry post, inspiration-wise. Maybe I'll come back to this later. ~PL
"New" profile picture. I'm still too lazy to figure out the digital camera angle to get some new pics up here. And also too lazy (or just unmotivated) right now to say much more here.
It's a new year. Doesn't feel very special. I'm going to collapse with tiredness about now. This weekend really got to me. Didn't sleep much. Too much else to do and think about So I promise a "real" update later, maybe. We'll see if I get time.
So I promise a "real" update later, maybe. We'll see if I get time.